Because I. . .

Silence;
In silence I shall remain.
I will find my way
back to life again

I shall not;
I shall not say that I want you
I shall try speak to you as a friend
But some days I will fail to do

You're not;
You're not mine.
You're not even really
Giving me a sign

I will;
I will maintain friendship
I will stay until this becomes
Too much of a hardship
-finis-

I hope it doesn't. Some days I want to draw inspiration from Meredith Grey's "Pick me" speech but that didn't go over too well now did it?
Whats gonna happen is gonna happen.
Maybe someone would suggest I move on but its kind of hard to.
Anyways. Button down and buckle up; here begins the chapter where I pretend.
. . .Even now I am editing. . .